Hi, I’m Antonia.

Artist•Somatic Depth Coach•Fellow WIP

I support ambitious multidimensional creatives and uncommonly curious edge-seekers to reach new heights by befriending their depths.

 
 
 
 

You are force of nature—and that’s taken you far.

The power of your vision, creativity, and work ethic are clear to anyone who has met you, even if it’s not always clear to yourself.

Yet even you feel the weight of your ambition at times. You instinctually sense there’s another way—one where you’re liberated rather than burdened by your relentless drive—you just can’t see it yet.

That’s where I come in.

Our work together will guide you beyond the cycles of stress, struggle, and sacrifice that brought you here, so you can unfold into a version of yourself where success flows with freedom, pleasure, and ease.

If this reality is calling to you, you’re in the right place.

Does this sound like you?…

 
 

1 — You’re aware of your patterns, but they keep repeating.

 

After spending years in therapy, personal development, and everything else, you could write a PhD thesis on your patterns. And yet, to your overwhelming frustration, that awareness hasn’t translated into meaningful change. You want support that gets down to the root, so you can stop turning in circles and take the leap into your next level.

 

2 — You love your work, but not how you feel.

 

The more successful you become, the more you fear you have to lose. Your body aches from perpetually bracing against the pressures to perform, please, and maintain relevance. Self-doubt is a constant. You’re terrified to say “no” to any opportunity—even the ones that drain your soul and keep you from the people and things you love. You’re bored, and you’re also exhausted. You want climbing mountains to feel exciting again and not like a matter of survival. You want put the living back in “living the dream”.

 

3 — You crave deeper connections, but struggle to create them.

 

You possess an uncommonly rich internal world. You yearn for profound connections with inspiring, supportive people you can share that world with. And yet, something always seems to get in the way. You’re either left feeling misunderstood and wanting, or overwhelmed by other’s expectations and demands. Sometimes both at once. You want to remove the walls of disconnection that live within you so you can connect more deeply with other people and the greater living world.

 

4 — You’re the most committed person you know.

 

Growth isn’t just a means to an end for you—it’s the ends in itself. You are deeply curious, passionate about pushing the boundaries of your craft, and dedicated to the work of shattering your illusions in service of your evolution. You have no need for pop psych pep talks, fake-feeling affirmations, and breathy new age platitudes. You desire support to embody excellence at the highest level, and a coach who can meet you there.

 

I full-on get it.

Here’s how I can help you…

  • You are intelligent, intuitive, and capable. If all it took to change was thinking different thoughts, you’d have done it by now.

    The reason talk-therapy and mindset coaching are so limited is because they only work at the level of your conscious mind, and true change happens deeper—at the level of your nervous system and unconscious programming.

    Trying to change your life without transforming the way you relate to your depths is like trying to update a computer's operating system by swapping out screensavers. It's pretty, but it doesn't work.

    Somatic depth work does work by diving below the surface to transform the unconscious programming creating your current reality.

  • Your nervous system and unconscious mind hold the map to your next level. The thing is, they speak in a different language—the language of images, sensations, and symbols.

    When this language is foreign to you, important information gets lost in translation, and you end up in the weeds.

    My job as your depth coach, is to support you in the capacity of interpreter and tutor.

    The result? You to walk away from our work with fluency in this language, gaining the keys to your own neuroplasticity and the power to re-design your reality anytime you desire.

  • The things that have gotten you to your current level of success—the identities, behaviours, and mental frameworks that dictate your actions—are often the exact things holding you back from your next level of success.

    And the more successful you become, the harder that is to see, because:

    1. The brain reinforces neural connections that helped you to survive threats in the past—so the neural grooves for those pathways are worn deep.

    2. Society is validating your choices.

    Trying to change those old neural pathways on your own is like trying to exit a bobsled run halfway down. Working with a trained professional saves you time and unnecessary struggle, while supporting you to expand beyond your blindspots.

 

EXPLORE MY SERVICES

1:1 Collaboration

Personalized support to bring your wildest visions to life.

Group Coaching

A monthly membership to learn and grow in community.

Substack Community

A weekly newsletter for the uncommonly curious.

 

Ready for change?

Your next steps are simple…

1 — Apply for a complimentary discovery session via Zoom.

If my experience is a fit for your goals, I’ll reach out within 72 hrs with a link to book a call.

2 — Ask questions, sample the process, and see if you connect with my facilitation style.

There are as many coaching styles as there are coaches. It’s important to find the one that works best for you!

3 — When you’re ready, choose a package that fits your goals and schedule.

For change to be possible, your commitment has to come first—I will never pressure you into a sale.

 
 

TESTIMONIALS

My clients come from all walks of life

From the projects to the boarding school system, loving homes to fractured families, from NYC to Delhi. What they all share is a profound personal commitment to their own evolution, and to a broader vision for humanity. You can read their words below…

 
 

About Me

I know what it’s like to reach the heights of success yet feel hungry for something more.

As an acrobat with Cirque du Soleil, I was living a life everyone envied, but that didn’t provide the exhilaration and fulfillment I craved. I jumped from one chaotic relationship to another, felt stagnant in my creative evolution, and wasn’t creating the impact I desired. After years of personal development and therapy, I was aware of my patterns, yet I couldn’t stop repeating them.

Then, over seven years of profound transformational upheavals, I overcame severe C-PTSD, entered the relationship of my dreams, returned to academia, launched a fulfilling new business, and nearly doubled my income.

Today, I live a created life that pays me to continuously evolve and expand in the ways that excite me most. When I’m not in student-mode myself, I’m supporting 6-7 figure creatives, Emmy-award winners, pro athletes, and industry leaders to unlock the subtle shifts that drive major breakthroughs.

If you are self-aware but still stuck, accomplished yet unfulfilled, or have a big vision you can’t seem to bring to life, I can help. Let’s talk.